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Old 04-22-2009, 05:42 AM   #1
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Cool Even His Journal Stands!

I'm slightly sad that I lost my other LJ. Had alot of stuff in there... should have backed it up. Oh well, no big deal. Finally got to getting this done... But yeah. At the new job now. With my owwwwn cubicle. :D It's pretty damn awesome... and I LOVE IT.

That's it for now. I'll do more later.

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Old 04-22-2009, 01:06 PM   #2
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Old 04-22-2009, 01:12 PM   #3
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Also, quitting blockbuster today. Fuck them.
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Just to add for no reason really, I want Star Ocean.

And also, I officially live with my fiance now, and my parents are finally ok with that. Yay address change. :D
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Old 04-22-2009, 01:16 PM   #5
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Fuck yeah!

Gimme those digits >>
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Old 04-22-2009, 01:40 PM   #6
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Oh they've been given. You bet your ass they've been given. That's also where the reception's gonna be. We decided have a stupidly expensive wedding, so we could save the rest of our money for other stuff.

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That certainly turned out true LOL NOT.

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Old 04-22-2009, 01:44 PM   #7
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Haha.

People often regret giving me their address. <3
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Old 04-23-2009, 04:55 AM   #8
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Hrm. You going to find and kill me then I assume? 'Cause I'll be ready. And you'll be like "OH SNAP HE WAS READY." And then the cops will come and be like, "WE WERE READY!" And you'll be like "EVERYONE'S FUCKIN' READY"

Or we could hang out and have awesome fun. :D

Any who, onto Journal part, things have been sucked honestly. I quit blockfucker, as I've come to know it. I also got rear ended yesterday. Car's fine, crack down the back bumper, but it works just fine, which is all that matters. Just a bit frustrated that it happened, because I have so much else to keep track of financially honestly. Things are gonna be hectic for the next couple of weeks. But I think I'll be able to manage. Hopefully I'll be able too. Can always ask the 'rents for help if worse comes to worse. Guess that's about it for now though, so I'll probably just end it here.

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Good luck man. Shit sucks.
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Eh, s'all good. I'm fine, so I really don't care. What really is bothering me is just that so much is going on at once, and I just feel a bit overwhelmed. Going to Florida next spring break though... gonna ask for the week off. That would be sweet...
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Old 04-27-2009, 05:27 AM   #11
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So weekend was good. Didn't do much other than be lazy. Cleaned a little bit, and learned that one of the fiance's friends is going to be moving in this coming weekend, which is pretty awesome actually. She's cool, and fun to be around, so I'm looking forward to it. :D

Other than that, didn't really do anything this weekend. Looking forward to finally getting payed here at Chase. So yayaya. Probably said it earlier, but I quit blockbuster... friggin hated that stupid place. Thought it would have been great to work there, but eh. It sucked a big one, so I'm glad I didn't go. All-in-all, looking forward to the weekend again. Even though it's Monday. :D
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Glad to hear it dude.

And cool to hear the friend will be all right to live with
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Old 04-28-2009, 05:31 AM   #13
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Really bummed today. That's about it. =/
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Whys that dude?
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Old 04-28-2009, 05:45 AM   #15
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Just feel really blah. Was hoping to get the ok for that job change, but they can't afford to lose someone this early in the process. Which is understandable, I'm not angry or anything. But yeah. Just need to start training/studying up for the fire department exam.
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Old 04-28-2009, 11:54 AM   #16
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So I feel better today. Job is really easy, can't believe they're paying me to do this kind of stuff. Still want to take the firemen's exam. It'll give me more time to go to school, plus, it pays a shitton more. I don't think I'd make that much here at Chase unless I devoted quite a few years to the company. They'd pay for school, but I'd need to be going for a business degree. And I don't want a business degree. =/

Honestly, I can't wait to get into the Air Force ROTC. I think that's when I'll feel really good about everything. I can't wait to start school again, and then finally finish, and begin work in the airforce.

Guess that's it for now. More to come, later. :d
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Hell yeah man. I'm glad you're so excited for the future man. Most people are just like eh, whatever.

Trying to write for my future
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Do eeeet. I would purchase a book if you were the author.
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I'll send you a copy, maybe give you honorable mention too
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That. Would. Be. Awesome.

You don't have to mention me or anything though.
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Old 04-30-2009, 08:01 AM   #21
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So I'm just here right now. Parents really don't like me much, or rather, are "dissapointed" that I don't want to live at home anymore. Don't understand why they wouldn't be happy that I'm doing good for myself, but eh, to teach his own.

That's about the only thing bumming me out right now. Not much else honestly.

Guess I could just ramble on for a little bit. I feel bad about my parents being unhappy. I really do. But I have to think about whats best for me as well. If I'm happy where I'm at, then that shouldn't be a problem. I'm doing much better than my parents ever were when they were my age. If anything, they should be proud of me, though I doubt they would be because I'm not doing what they want me to do. Like I said, I don't feel bad anymore. If they want to hate me, I'm just going to let 'em.

Other than that, haven't had much time for gaming. Work and what not has made that almost impossible. XD It's all good though. Can't wait to get payed next week, and start paying bills again. Things are actually going pretty ok. Can't wait to work out and what not tonight.

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Old 05-04-2009, 05:45 AM   #22
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So things are going really good. Had a "jam" session with my cousin yesterday. Was. Fricking. Amazing. His guitar and my violin went together so well, it wasn't even funny. Recorded some stuff that sounded really awesome... and HE WANTS TO PUT ME ON HIS BANDS CD. That is just... I mean... wow. It's so awesome, I'm REALLY looking forward to it.

Also, the parents apologized to me. Guess everythings getting better. At least... everything feels alot better. Got great family. Great friends. And made an awesome new friend out of soon-to-be family (The "cousin" I jammed with.) He won't TECHNICALLY be my cousin until we get married, but eh, it's all good. :D
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Good things are improving man, you deserve it.

FUCK YEAH VIOLIN METAL
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Old 05-06-2009, 05:23 AM   #24
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Morning journal/Kyle. XD

Things are going great. Started Broken Steel yesterday. It's quite awesome so far, and I love the new Hellfire armor. Also, can't wait to get the new weapons and what not.

But yeah, nothing much else, guess I could ramble on for a bit. I'm really glad I found a friend in Janelle's/My cousin. At first I was like, "Nah, shouldn't be all nerdy." Then I decided fuck it, and just was myself. Turns out he's as big a nerd as I am. FUCKING AWESOME. That, and he's fucking awesome at the guitar. I was blown away when I heard him play some of his stuff. Like... seriously. I was like, .

So things are going really good. I've got amazing friends, something I never had growing up really. Even if one of 'em isn't here right now, he's still an awesome friend. All it takes is time, and it'll be over soon enough. :schrodinGAY:

So yeah, I'm just here at work. Nothing much really. Started tweaking with my violin yesterday. Playing around with it, getting to know her (Lucille) better. Yeah, I named her. A long time ago actually. XD Instead of pushing myself, and trying to force classical music out of me, I've decided to just compose what I feel. Just what flows out of me. And if people don't like it, oh well. I do. So no big deal. Really hope one day I can get that recorder and an electric violin. The things I could do with that would be awesome. Gonna go for that recorder first. Gonna be a great tool to have.

Guess that's it for now. More to come, later.
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hey man.

FRIENDS !

Thats really good though man, you deserve a couple good ones at least.
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Thanks man. Glad and proud to say you're one of 'em.

Also, listening to this one song I haven't heard in a while, and it's bringing back memories.

Memories of how I used to be. How I used to feel. I first heard this song during a very difficult part of my life. And listening to it now, I can finally feel good about it all. I didn't know what to do for a long time. I felt really alone, and considered a few grim options at certain points. It sounds stupid I know. But I guess I just let things get to me more than they really should have. I was weak. I felt weak. But now, I feel better. People that I've met in my life are finally letting me see me for who I am. For who I want to be. And it feels good. It feels good to come over that mountain, to see apparently what everyone else sees. To see the potential that lies within or whatever.

What matters is that I see it. I feel it. I believe it. I know I can make, especially with the people I have in my life now. People have left, and we've gone our seperate ways, but maybe that was for the best. I'm looking forward to the future now. I'm looking forward to what will be and what I want to work towards. I'm glad the veil has been lifted. I don't feel pompous or pretentious. Just that I know what I'm really capable of. And that I can do it. No matter what. As long as I really want to.

So thank you, to those people who have let me see me for me. Who stood by me during those times when I thought I was alone. Who put up with my whining, with my bitching, with my self loathing. Thanks for telling me what I needed to hear, even if it hurt.

Thank you.

Also, if anyones wondering what the song is, it's

Quiet by This Will Destroy You from the album Young Mountain. Fucking awesome group.

Also, PERISH THE LAND THIS THURSDAY AT THE WHITE RABBIT. FUCK YEAH.
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WHITE RABBIT?! Ive been there!

Sorry. last part threw me off. Cant wait to hear them.

And yeah man. I know the feeling. Couple right friends can change your life really.
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So today is yet another good day. Hope this chain keeps up. Gonna ask my dad if he wants to go see Star Trek tomorrow at the Imax. Or Saturday, pretty much whenever it's best for him.

Really looking forward to it, so I hope he can. I've heard AWESOME reviews about it, so I hope it's as awesome as they say. BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH EXCITED.
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My roommate's been jizzing himself over that movie. Let me know how it is.
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If I get the chance to see it this weekend, I'll let you know. REALLY HOPE I CAN.
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